this is me..

i think i am not a perfect human

i think i am not a lucky human

i think i am not the one who always doing right things

i think mistakes always done in this life

i think this world is cruel

i think parent's divorce is very bad

why i am saying those words?

it doesn't mean i am not grateful for the life that i had

i always be grateful for everything that i through and that is how my life will blows

i never feel that i am the most suffering human in this world,

i always keep optimist, moving forward and grateful

i always got the strongest power from Allah SWT

i always keep prayed for my best and everyone that i loved

i realized that there is so many unlucky people out there

so many suffering people, with no food, no great education, no education, no house, no parent, no money etc

and i am so grateful, for being who i am..

failure, experience is part of learning who i am, i am not afraid for decisions that i've done

eventhough the result is not always like that i wanted

take valuable lesson from my mistakes,

it is about learning..

i always learn by facing my days

learning is not always about study hard, reading books all night long etc

i learn from what i see and found

7 years ago, i was different, i didn't care with anyone around me, always upset, lazy and hopeless..

and what a world, i am different now..

always try to be better, better then got my best..

crafting my personality to found my potential

• in fact, windy is not stupid: i ever through japan scholarship examination called "Monbukagakusho" in 2007. field of study that i took was hotel management, i got 35th rank from 150. not really bad :)
• in fact, windy is not silent woman: i ever be a great communicator in my campus organization, "english public speaking club"
• in fact, windy is a great performer: i ever be a master of ceremony (MC) for an event called "speech and singing contest" in my campus. and i communicate full in english :)
• in fact, windy is lucky: i ever got scholarship in my campus from bank BNI for my best mark.
  
• in fact, windy is.. (it will be continue, amin :)

sometimes i don't believe with those things, but that's the fact! i never do it before, i just try and this is it!