this is me..

i think i am not a perfect human

i think i am not a lucky human

i think i am not the one who always doing right things

i think mistakes always done in this life

i think this world is cruel

i think parent's divorce is very bad

why i am saying those words?

it doesn't mean i am not grateful for the life that i had

i always be grateful for everything that i through and that is how my life will blows

i never feel that i am the most suffering human in this world,

i always keep optimist, moving forward and grateful

i always got the strongest power from Allah SWT

i always keep prayed for my best and everyone that i loved

i realized that there is so many unlucky people out there

so many suffering people, with no food, no great education, no education, no house, no parent, no money etc

and i am so grateful, for being who i am..

failure, experience is part of learning who i am, i am not afraid for decisions that i've done

eventhough the result is not always like that i wanted

take valuable lesson from my mistakes,

it is about learning..

i always learn by facing my days

learning is not always about study hard, reading books all night long etc

i learn from what i see and found

7 years ago, i was different, i didn't care with anyone around me, always upset, lazy and hopeless..

and what a world, i am different now..

always try to be better, better then got my best..

crafting my personality to found my potential

• in fact, windy is not stupid: i ever through japan scholarship examination called "Monbukagakusho" in 2007. field of study that i took was hotel management, i got 35th rank from 150. not really bad :)
• in fact, windy is not silent woman: i ever be a great communicator in my campus organization, "english public speaking club"
• in fact, windy is a great performer: i ever be a master of ceremony (MC) for an event called "speech and singing contest" in my campus. and i communicate full in english :)
• in fact, windy is lucky: i ever got scholarship in my campus from bank BNI for my best mark.
  
• in fact, windy is.. (it will be continue, amin :)

sometimes i don't believe with those things, but that's the fact! i never do it before, i just try and this is it!

inne - you're not alone (cover)

She was my high school mate. She loved Michael Jackson so much, and there she was with her video..

at September 5, 2010 she posted a link to my facebook's wall. first time i saw her video, first thing that i do was "laughing a lot and rolling to the floor"

hahahahaha

for the lip sing she was great, for the mimic she was very "touching", for her moves she was very "Hot" but the background it was very HORRIBLE! look at The FAN (KIPAS ANGIN)!! hahahai,